So what if I listen to Hilary Duff?
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.
I started listening to the lyrics and my eyes started to sting and soon tears were falling. Sometimes music speaks to you like nothing else. The past 2 years of my life have been anything but pleasent, but I'm not complaining I learned more about myself, about the world and people then ever before. I know it's my time to "fly" now, I'm doing so many positive things with my life, and I know I deserve it. Sometimes my past holds me back from so many things and I get frustrated and feel myself getting back into that black hole. I need to learn how to let go. I'm moving on, but so slowly. I'm finally tough, tough enough to fight back and let people know what's on my mind, I cannot be broken by anyones words anymore, this is my life and I choose not to let anyones words/thoughts make me feel any less of myself or get in the way of my happiness. I wont hide anymore like I have in the past year. I map out my future, I make my own decisions, I am my own strength. I have learned to love myself, and I am more important to me then anything else. Life began 18 years ago and finally I have learned that I need to make the most of it now.
And want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.
1 Comments:
Um, OR...contrary to what person above has written, you could do BOTH at the same time. It is possible to love oneself and strive to be healthy. And there's a big difference between obsession and concentration. It takes a big effort to change bad habits. On the other hand, the art of letting other people be whom and what they are is a fine thing as well. I'll never understand why some people are so threatened by those with different goals, personalities and ideals. Hmm. I don't see you as hating yourself or obsessing, just desiring to change. And change is good! Just keep doing what you're doing, girl.
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